what has God install for me?

i am curious to know what has God installed for me this year.

curious to know if i would meet you again.

curious if you are coming back this year.

curious if this year would be a better than the previous ones.

curious if i am able to transfer back home.

so many things in my mind i dont know where to start. i guess somethings happen for a reason. though i may have hurt you but i dont think it is right for me to make it up. i am sorry if i am a cold hearted person but i really cannot accept you.