bloody idiot

bloody idiot. you only know how to think about yourself. haih the real world is like that. regardless of what you are an idiot!

12 hrs of sleep!

wow i didnt know i can sleep so much! in fact if i am back in kl i would not have sleep for 12 hours. goshies! maybe it is because i have not been well for the past few days. been having diarrhoea, nausea, bloated and vomiting. but i am almost all recover. lol. i guess sleep does help in recovery.

many things had happen for the past few days, it caught me thinking. and i think i have finally cleared my thoughts from all the hassle that i put myself into. i guess i finally realise what is right and what is wrong. finally understood the need to let something go in order to gain something in return. things may not look very good now at least i know i am on the right track.

illl

T_T been ill for the past few days! urrrggghhhh!!!! feel so lazy to do my work cos of this. sore throat, diarrhoea, nausea? what else?

holiday~

otc otc otc ah.. why must you make the holiday so early? i am still not prepare to go there. haih~

starbucks tumbler

T_T my friend just showed me a starbucks tumbler only available at japan. i want one too.. who can help me buy? http://www.starbucks.co.jp/goods/tumbler.html

itchy hand

urrrggghhhh trying to refrain myself from buying that piece of dress. but it is so pretty. what shall i do?

happy valentine's day

like every other day, i would either spend my day at home watching tv, or playing online games or working. this year not much of a difference since i will be working till 9pm. happy valentine's day too all

=0, =), =(, o.0, T_T?

'the only time i see you with so many expression is when you are either facing the phone or the computer' says a friend of mine. i have to admit. i hardly show much expression when i am doing my work or talking to a friend. because most of the time i let them do the talking. but when smsing or messaging a friend. i tend to do more typing then usual. maybe i should learn how to show facial expression in front of a person and not in front of a phone or computer screen.

new design

hehehe... since it is a new year. my blog should have a new layout and design. hopefully this year would be a better year for me.

my pharmacist

since when i am your pharmacist. i didnt agree to that! but when you said those words it made my heart skip a beat. lol.... i dont know what game are you playing but it felt like there are so many fake promises. i dont know what is real and what is not. i guess only time can tell me. hope to see you again!

how well do you know yourself?

sometimes i think that my best friend knows me better than myself. somehow she will anticipate what i would do, what i have gotten myself into and what i like/hate most. being me, stubborn as always never listen to her. and when things go the wrong way i will start pouring out to her. then there would be a good lecturing from her. so typical me. i wonder when would i start listening to good advices.

long chat

it has been awhile sine the last time i had a long chat with someone. this time the long chat didnt come from my besties but from someone i didnt expect from. i wonder where can we go from here? those bits and pieces do make my heart move. but reality is reality i guess i have

sushies

a friend of mine (guess i have finally move on) asked me to fly back home for the weekend so that we can have sushi and it is his treat. who would spend about rm 400 flight go and back just for sushi buffet style. no way man.. i am not dumb though sushi is for free... =P if there is fate i may see you again. hoping the next time i see you again i will be given a chance but i guess it is highly impossible.

juicy steak!

suddenly crave for juicy steak. thanks to my friend who just reminded me that i did not eat bak kut teh when i went back to kl. grrrr...... if only kb got restaurants like those back in kl then i would be a happy person!

ps... i am craving for starbucks tooo... anyone willing to sponsor me a starbucks tumbler?

irony

besties: i am so bored now, come let go out.

me: i have to fly back to kb today.

besties: aiya, you dont need to, just stay and accompany me

me: when i am back you are busy but now that i am leaving you are free ==!

besties: what to do my mom's working periods peaks at festive.

me: why not you come visit me?

besties: nah! you will be busy with work.

lol.... somehow my time and your time dont coincide but i am hoping the next round i come back i get to spend time with you. so much to tell you, miss eating with you, and shopping with you.

New toy

wanted to post something via my new toy. but i could not. oh well back to old school computer....

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seriously think it would be better if i just leave this place and go somewhere where there is no trouble. things are getting to complicated i dont know what to say, do or act anymore. at least back in kb i know all i would think about is craving to come back home (where all my trouble is). i guess working outside has its own advantages.

defeated

i feel so defeated thanks to you. somehow you manage to make me feel defeated and speechless. you manage to drive me up the wall by making me wonder day and night about you. but i think OTC would not agree with this. she would just tell me that i am thinking too much hopefully she is right! otherwise i really do feel defeated and i am planning to give you up for good. for once i told my besties that i would rather go back to KB as it gives me less stress all because of you. the thought of telling you how i feel always linger in my mind yet i could not bring myself to tell you when i talk to you. if only there are ways to test you. someone mind to share with me?

addiction

somehow after one dose of you made me feel like i need more. made me feel like i want more. it felt as though that one dose is not enough. but i know things are impossible so i should not hope for more. if only my holidays are not so short then we would be able to spend more time together. you really made me wonder a lot and did many silly things. one thing that i cant do is confess. every time i thought of it but i could not take my courage to do so. i am afraid of rejection as the saying goes ignorant is bliss

expressive

i somehow felt like i am lacking expressive skill. or was it because i am over protecting myself by building walls around me? it felt like i didnt express my feeling much to let people know what i am thinking. =P

happy chinese new year

hopefully rabbit year would be a better year for me. i only have two wishes and hopefully both my wishes come true.! happy chinese new year to everyone and may it be a year full of happiness and prosperity. oh not to forget about health. hopefully i wont see many sick people in the hospital!